HEY, at least I didn't say I was doing something and pre-tending to do whatever else, not to mention fall so damn short at the end on how important the dedication, emotional entrapment,/enthusiasm, and pure plain out love for the art and the music really is for people like myself being so so so much more important than finding a closet full of ex-friends arguing about how not to pay for the pain & suffering, abiding to lie more appropriately and consciously, and to boot, image/character/preference changes that lean more towards mind control and its powerful lay-waste than it did anything preference based... I CAN"T BELIEVE THAT EVEN HAVING AVOIDED A PERSONAL ATTACK, just the sub-conscious thought alone towards one in particular ex-friend, has spawned and created SO MUCH FUCKING TURMOIL, i mean seriously, it's like that? WHO THE FUCK WOULD EVER WANT ANYTHING LIKE THAT AND WHY THE FUCK DO THEY SO SO SO SO FUCKING MUCH??! WTF
AWESOME I GUESS I FINALLY SEE THE FOUNDATION THAT RWFO
