Life is never perfect, although we strive to make it so.
Life throws up many bumps in the road and it is whether we are prepared for them and see them coming, that often leads to how we deal with them.
Some of us, me included, ignore the red flags and signs in front of our eyes, we let the narcissism fly, just in case we are wrong or there is a greater goal at hand and thinking that there are always two sides and maybe we have misjudged or just not got it right but then they bite and they take a big chunk out of your soul and you think why did I abide to now allow this to divide?
You question yourself and ask where did it go wrong but deep down you knew all along there would be a reckoning coming and that you are just not as smart at the art of scheming, 'hoodwinked' my grandfather would say, it's another lesson for today.
Hence I am ok and accept emotions have run high that brought me low, but I know who I am and that it's ok to go finding a new way...