As I have mentioned before, I compare djing to shamanism and rituals. Many shaman in the past and still in the present use substances and things to be able to tap into certain frequencies and I wasn't sober when I recorded this mix a while ago because on a normal day I don't feel like this is me anymore. This is not something to calm down I think, rather shaking it all out and potentially screaming if needed :) There has been a shift in my existence and I try to live a addiction free life for a while now and more I have given up, more I have seen myself and I'm quite happy about it. It's not always pretty and it's not always easy but it is way more genuine and rewarding to be able to pull through it and be able to look at myself in the mirror and be able to smile about what I see there. I would tho play this in a party if anyone would ask me to ;) Tracklist is there but it's not timestamped correctly.