In the moment of making this mix, i was not "feeling" good about it.... .......the vibe, technicality, and generally not excited about it ......almost deleting it before even giving it a listen, i decided to take it riding, as i often do, the exercise state of mind mixed with snow surfing flow state mixed with music can give clarity...... and what do you know, the mix doesn't suck, i was wrong what i was "feeling" before, during and after the creative process was only inside and not an actual "reality" outside of myself yes, my feelings are real but.....it was a lie.....i know this, because i recorded it the mix is fine, it does not suck......i am fine, and i don't suck
So i post this mix in practice, to acknowledge my privilege to be who i am and to change the stories i tell myself.
