Originally i started to record some nice music to end this ugly, wasted, rotten year, but then, on second christmas day, my only brother thomas died at the age of 59, leaving a 14 yr teenage boy and us full of questions. so..this is a kind of requiem. thom was the hero of my youth, my idol, and safed my life more than once. he enlighted me to be a music and a music gadget nerd, and was everything to me. i am sad. i dont understand.
