The routine of my brain is beginning to bore me. The up and down and round and round. It's so predictable but seemingly unavoidable. I know that in a few days or a week or so, Il be on top of the world and excited about my show and il fully understand why I'm doing it and what I'm trying to say. Right now, however, I couldn't feel less confident or even interested in it at all. Now this very feeling was the inspiration for my show name and themes, which is great, but it doesn't make dealing with these issues any easier.
It's not all doom and gloom though, as some of you may know I struggle to work any job in which I have to hold money in my hand or do basic math under small amounts of pressure, which is why I have avoided working in bars and pubs like the plague, but in these times of absolute desperation you obviously have to take whatever you can get. At my second shift in a pub over the weekend something dawned on me about my self and its something that has come up, on the podcast
