You payed the fee, no turning back now. Denying your choice is not going to save you from the inevitable, it will only bring more pointless suffering. So embrace it... embrace death of the Self, for you know you're going to laugh afterwards. Better sooner than later, after all self-deception is not what you came for, no. It's the opposite. Leap of faith is all it takes. Faith in your own Self.
Live Set performed at Masha Birthday Party. Full mp3 download - https://yadi.sk/d/YE5xIWtV755YLQ Art: Vermillion Tongued Siren by Justin Bonnet